Current state

http://thoughtcatalog.com/ella-ceron/2014/07/5-reasons-why-you-cant-get-over-your-almost-relationship/

sigh noooo this is so fking accurate to describe the state im in now :(

srsly nth from you. i really cant believe u totally  dont care anymore... ok from the start i guess i have been just self inflicting pain....i deserve it i guess. 

Today, i went to meet sha and dan and sf came to meet us afterwards. so awkward. i can only just listen to their conversation but cant engage. because its so so awkward. we passed by some magic show along the road and i accidentally knocked onto a guy. i apologsed and he kept looking at me. i treated nth happened and just continue watching. but he still kept looking at me. so i just left that spot and to go another side. while moving i told sha (and sf was beside him) there was a guy who kept looking at my idk why. and sf was like totally no reaction. only sha asked why. wah damn sad. he really dc bout me alr. sigh i think the more i see u the more i cant understand u