I know you're scared of me. :( Sorry for tht. Maybe i should avoid you farfar. Anyway i wish you happy with yaqi. :( Although i am sad that you're together, but as long as i know tht you're happy, i'm alright. :) Hais.. Should i give up on you? :( Everyone's calling me to give up.. But i dont want sial.. Why?.. It feels so hard to hold on.. But why i just dont want to let go? Maybe because i think there's still hope? Idk.. It's not i can't but it's i WANT or not.. Haiz. Maybe day by day, i'll give up on you.. Tomorrow will be 1 month of you not talking to me.. 29days. 63days. I will not forget this date. 8th march.