hais. idk why you are angry with me. i really dont know what i did wrong. issit because i told what happened between us to farkhanda? idk okay. i think you're unhappy with me. something is wrong. i really wanna know. idk what should i do now. i thought for a while. from now on, i'll avoid you. as in... i'll never appear in front of you again. i know i will miss you, but ive got to do this. i dont wan you to be unhappy with me around. i want you to smile. remember bintan? smile smile smile!!! :)

i feel stupid sms-ing you 'smile :)'.

that would be the last message you'll be receiving from me.

i hope.