i miss talking with you. i really do. i miss the courage i used to have in the past. now everything seems so.. so hard to reach now.. nothing really helps.. whereever you are, come back soon. i am always here.

you never know what im thinking. you're still refusing to talk to me? perhaps, you will dislike me although you say you dont alrdy. maybe you told people you dont dislike me alrdy is because you dont wanna hurt me? i rather hear the truth. i can feel that. you still dislike me. i can feel. i hope this feeling is fake. how i wish :(