it has been so long i really seen you. i only took some glances during exams and dont dare to look too much, afriad that you may know im looking at you and feel irritated. im sorry. i really miss you a lot, and it hurts avoding you when i know i really don't want to. yet i told myself i must do this, i must not go church today.. you had always been the one. the reason i start going church and the reason i stopped going. always you. imy.