Very shocked (and happy) by the message Jiajun sent me. He wished me merry Xmas and in the msg he mention that msg is only sent to his good friend. I'm proud to be your friend too, thanks for being such a great friend. Really. There are so many things i have yet to tell and ask you. Perhaps its better to let things stay like this. I wish we could be as close like before.

Zhenhao didn't reply my message. The usual routine of his isn't it? Sigh.. If only I'm special to him. Anyway, he looked great yesterday. Wore do formally. Wah I was really shocked. I really really like it when guys wear formal. And he just did it! Haha! He would look even better if he wore black.
Zhenhao, are we still friends? I really miss you.