I feel so so insignificant.. Sigh. Am I really very annoying? Everyone is like being so cold to me.. Is it because I made them angry ytd...? I'm really very very agh! Idk lah! Why am I so stupid!! sighsighsigh. JJ flared up ytd. I'm afraid it was because I made him angry. Hais haisssss. I'm like a failure. Im afriad that I'm driving people who care further away from me. I don't want it, really:(