TW apologized to me. He told me he didnt receive my message. It was me who didn't reply. Hmm? I don't know how should I response. I felt bad. But I was still a bit angry. I didn't reply his last message. It was a '?'. Makes me feel that he don't wanna reply. Hais. I think we are gradually drifting apart because of his friends. And now see what happened. I am afraid. I dont wanna lose him as my friend. Other than xq, He is the only one who really cares. I'm sorry Tingwei.

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I feel like everybody treats me like crap. They belittle me, ignore me, undermine me, and just make me question why I even want to associate myself with people in general. Words hurt, and some are just so careless about what they say to others, without realizing the impact it can cause. Words cut deep and they resurface when certain occasions remind you of them. Also, it sucks feeling invisible, as if your existence in this world is worthless. Makes me wonder why I’m even here sometimes, especially when I feel like I’m not wanted.