Was talking about zh just now with Derrick. And he told me zh actually asked Bernice to take a photo with him:/ Bernice even had a boyfriend already! 

Dk why I feel so so so so damn demoralized after hearing that. 

我输了，我彻底的输了。

Not that I treat her as my 'enemy' or what la..just that after all these years I liked him, he still decided to close both eyes to it. Yet to others (girls who liked him), he didnt do so. Why me? Why only me?