i kept telling people, no, i wasnt affected. it's okay no one bothered to celebrate my birthday with me. inside me was the total opposite. but it was kind of expected. what kind of friends i have. how much i mean to people, so, i wasnt damn affected. but i was affected.


it was a zzz day coz it didnt feel like a birthday to me. until i woke up suddenly at 3am to zh's birthday message. then i felt, it was okay to not have any celebrations, if you wished me, i dont care if nobody wishes me.