Leo told me zh's reaction when leo asked him bout my bday present for him. Zh said. 'You wanna read? I let you read'

Wah......zzz if he took it as a joke I'll be damn angry/sad. Aiya I don't have the right to be angry! So I can only be sad haishaishaishiash sian..... Tmr is the last paper! And Tuesday he's coming for the steamboat! So Tuesday shall be the last day! Perhaps I should try asking for his response for the letter before I really decide to give up. If he refuse to give any response then I know what to do already!

Have been thinking for going for liposuction until derrick told me there's a danger to my life for it..agh.