oh no, zh declined my call last night! okok i called him coz my sister wanted to know where is jap garden, the paper stated to take 154 from lakeside mrt so the first one i think of to ask is zh! then when declined my call i was like wah..okay lor. then he whatsapped me haha. k la i felt abit sian when he actually declined but i wasn't very very sad and i didnt like keep thinking bout it! so i guess i am 90% over (not totally? :()

i hate myself for still thinking bout sf...really hate myself. so many so many things reminds me of u. i wanna forget everything.