i passed by alkaff today. and i thought of you. i rmb when we were still talking and really close, that time when we were moving chairs from outside to the PDR on level one, u kept helping and talking to me during turn over. JK (fget his name lol) kept teasing us saying we are tgt etc. then you kept denying but still kept disturbing and talking to me. i dk why when i passed by alkaff this was the first thing that screened thru my mind. i want that feeling back again from you. 

i played gmod with them last night. sf was so firece and crude to me. if nth ever happened between us i think i wont feel anything. but the fact is that there is. and it surprises me on how much the way u treat me changes so quickly. when we were still close, u always spoke to me really nicely, like i am really ur gf. but now you end up shouting at me. i guess i just have to stop dreaming and wake up! this is what he really feels and want to treat me. why do i still hoping that we can be the same again, even togerher?