im damn scared my addiction towards dota will worsen. i am only sleeping now because i have spent more than half of my day gaming! fuck this i rlly scared my whole june holidays will be spent like this! aghhh i rlly must control. told myself so many times but i always never do it! haiz its true that video games can really make u forget bout your pain! that pic which sf sent me. prrhaps i've been trying too hard to forget and i just get carried away. its like i just feel so vexed and sad so i think gaming is the solution. and it really is. like you will be totally into to! but fuck la i scared i retain! must control!!!