so seriously lacking of motivation... everyone is pulling my morale down which makes it even worse. i dont know how much more i can take.... it's getting hard. so sick and tired of life. nothing's going well. 

it's funny how when life gets harder, the more i wish u were here. like perhaps all these would be easier if u are still here with me. 

sigh, i dont know why am i feeling this way. you've probably forgotten everything about us and moved on happily. i should too, but what's stopping me? but honestly i think i've recovered from the sadness la, like i won't be sad over it (as much) anymore and a happier person in general. i mean ya life goes on... it's just sometimes certain places, songs and people just remind you of certain things. i wonder if you would feel the same sometimes. like just once in a very long while. 

its fine its fine, lifes fine. (actually it sucks)