sigh idk why im so so affected when i see tht yall are still talking and its on a daily basis... and yall might even still talk more than me and him in the past daily hahahaha i feel like a loser srsly and so ashamed of myself ):

sometimes it gets really tiring to act like im fine but i still have to do it cos idw to make anything awkward or simply make things hard for people. but somehow i feel like i'm losing it sigh...