i was filing up some invoices and saw one invoice which will be sent to the restaurant that he used to intern at. idk why i just suddenly felt.. weird? and also abit sad cos that period when he was working as intern we stopped talking, and it somehow reminded me of that. and also suddenly i just like... miss his presence? idk isit just me missing the feeling of someone taking care of me, and someone who genuinely wants the best for me - the idea of having someone to rely on, to talk to and to be taken care of, because i am sure i dont have feelings for him anymore. sigh thinking back, he really took care of me a lot, which was somehow why i didnt believe him when he said he never once liked me. that period when we were damn close, i was actly quite shocked and overwhlemed, cos no one rlly treated that nice to me before hahaha. and i rlly miss the feeling of knowing that he will be there for me, and the feeling whenever i want to watch a movie, i know most prolly i will be able to watch it with someone. i rlly rlly rlly want to find that feeling back, i rlly wna feel it again. but it's not him that i miss anymore.