hais, i made jiajun angry again. i shouldnt keep asking if it was me. he alr said no, he was refering to other things. i asked again and again, then ask who he saying. he said right to my face 'diam.' with a damn asshole angry face. hais, i am sorry. although he said he wasnt angry with me, i was in wrong. he said he really cant tell me. okay.. but still, i am sorry jiajun. i was being too bossy. perhaps i should just let you be. seems that i dont mean anything to you anymore, so whatever i do, you just wont care. i shouldnt put in so much effort. i am sorry. i'll keep my hands off you from today. i dont wanna make our friendship become any worser.