I don't wanna have a agurement with her. I really don't. She said I didn't not understand her feelings. I was once fatter than her, people not only called me fat. They laughed at me right in front of me, they made my self esteem dropped till i can't bring it up now. You understand me? No, you don't. That's why I said don't judge me when you don't know my story. People treated me even worse than you ever imagined. Being said disgusting by the person you love, do you know how it feels?