it's like we are both taking ships. you will reach earlier than me. i'll have to wait a year before i catch up with you. by then, will you still be there? will i lose you forever? i'm really afraid, as time is nearing. will we lost contact by then? will we be forever apart? will i won't be able to see you again? will we just walk pass each other when we meet someday? will i lose you forever?

i don't know.

and this is why i'm afraid.