last day of 2011 was celebrated awesomely with you, and the others. thought you wouldnt be coming anymore. im quite happy that when i asked some questions during we watch vids you bothered to reply. thanks. hope we are still friends.
tingwei? leonard? yeah, we may be talking like normal friends now. but i dont like this. i want us to be close friends like before. why do i feel that it's impossible for us to be close friends again? or is it possible?
yaqi was so close to tingwei today, i shouldnt be feeling anything.. really. i dont have the right to. i hope, she will try to stop them from smoking (even though i tried so so so hard, and i cant) instead of encouraging them. i asked leo not to smoke and whats the only thing he said? 'dont pull my shirt'. this is what i get. forget it, perhaps im just a nuisance to them. i should just quit trying so hard. anyway, im happy tingwei is willing to talk to me as a very good friend, willing to help me find info for htc. thanks.
im starting to see hope. 2012, i will be waiting for even better things to come.