i hate the feeling of being left out! srsly!i feel like shit! and that i feel that i shldnt be thr.. i msged xq last night, 'tml baking u all gna buy ingredients ah?' 'yeahhh why leh?' 'huh thn i think im not baking alr.. i no money alr :x' 'never ask u to pay money lol....' 'no la how can..thn the taxi fare?' thn she didnt reply. we were going to send sicong off. in th morning (we were supposed to meet first) i msged her 'reached' 'huh thought u not gng?" 'i ammm..." haix. i didnt say i not going right.. she didnt reply the night before and at least can confirm my attendance mah.. i rlly hate it, why people can take my feelings so lightly? it's like.. i mean nothing u know? haix. thn in the train back.. mathew xq and tzehui are like talking and talking.. i felt so left out.. sigh. really dont like it.. :( but who understands?!

trying to plan an outing in the june holidays! im planning to like ask tw, leo, jj, wy, yq and jy?! i realised people i wanna invite is al from n1! haix. i scared liddat thn they dont want go leh.. haix! i rlly hope this plan will success! :(

i lost my specs..super sad! it was with me 2 years alr.. sian and it actually have some sentimental value! haix..is this a sign to me that i shld really let go of the past?! everything i had is leaving me one by one! even my specs!