Often being asked: why do you always looked so sad with the group?

Fact is, I am not (anymore). Instead I've already not that affected anymore. I'm just simply going with the flow. I can say I've totally given up on putting in any effort. I just don't bother anymore. I have had enough of feeling left out....I'm immune to it already. And I'm so happy that I am (finally). So, I won't say I'm sad. But I can clearly say I'm not happy.

There's just no more interesting things in my life to look forward for anymore.