so damn disappointing to see my amath results. i'm worried for tw, yet what he only says was it's okay, i'm fine. dont know what's happening to him man. might be the things happening these few days affected him. he's like alone now! i know la he have tzehui, but why, from what i see, he's alone? hais! i hope he really will buck up and do well, both of us are in the same boat, i don't want to see him drown.


everyone ate strictly pancakes except for me..:/ feeling damn worthless and insignificant coz i was the one who started saying i wanna eat strictly pancakes and then everyone came to know this restaurant. and in the end, everybody had it except for me. all the girls i mean. yes, if i told anyone these, they would have said ask wendy or derrick go with me. but fact is that she'll always say she have no money. and she's more willing to go to places she recommended and found herself. what i recommended, she just wont care or take notice. hate this. everywhere she wanna go, i'd accompany. and when i wanna go to places, she'll dish out reasons like 'have to study', 'no money' to reject me. what am i to people.
feeling very worse now and i dont know who can i turn to.